The Best of Times…

It has been, without a doubt, the best few weeks, maybe a month or so, I have experienced in a very long time! Within the last month I have met so many people, some good, some not so good, that I feel as if I’ve finally arrived. Where? I don’t know, but I love it!

Feeling, experiencing, stepping outside of the box…it’s as if I’ve been in a compression chamber for many years and someone has just let open the door. The fresh air, a cool breeze blowing through my hair, the sun on my face…ahhhh…I want to kiss the sky, the ground, the cashier at Target…

Happy does not begin to explain…revived, restored, renewed, reborn…better.

To those that have known me for more than a decade, I might seem to have emerged from my cocoon, sleeping and morphing, to awaken from a period of transformation. Or perhaps they don’t recognize me and think I’ve become a bit ‘touched’ in the head, changed for the worse and left them behind. To the latter, if you feel left behind then you need to wake up! You know who you are…

Of all those that have entered my life and seem to be a long term component, complementing my journey, uplifting my soul, so many that are truly making a mark…to you, I thank you! Out of those there are a few that seem to have sparked the depths and give me courage to seek out more…more life, more experience, more joy, more passion…just more…and I thank you. To two of you who are fulfilling a need and have some purpose yet to be revealed, I reach out to you with open arms and savor the moments. But there are two more people that I must mention:

To the one I have yet to meet, the one who will push me to the limits, allowing me to fully be me, living, laughing, and experiencing such passion, that which has been denied to long, you already know…I wait!

And to the other one I have yet to meet who will end this life with me, walking with me hand in hand through the passing of time, souls linked, hearts as one, bodies that mesh with an unbreakable passion, experiencing that which is left to experience without fear, without regret, with expectation, I wait.

As I continue to face every day, every corner, every person with anticipation and awe, my passion for this life gains momentum. With a plethora of gifts that I accept daily, I walk tall, confident that nothing is going to hold me back from finding my destiny…perhaps it is already here!